It seems like I have been around this mountain more than one time. You know what I mean:
'God, I thought I had been healed of this wound (hurt, anger, sin) already and here it is, popped up in my life again.'
When will this be over and I can just love you and fellowship with you? Ok, I get it, I have to get cleaned up a little before i can really hear you and understand your love.
Instead of being a Christian with over 25 years of growth and learning and real maturity, I still think I am a baby crawling around on the floor. I wonder, will I make it? Will I ever grow up?
Thankfully in Philippians 1 it says, "He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion."
(more or less, my loose translation!)
I am so glad He hangs in there with us.